Wednesday, 20 February 2013

Torn

Salaams ya'll!!! have you missed me?:p I apologize for the lack of updates, I've been in hybernating mode and haven't been in the mood to write any new blog posts lately. Plus I am now at a point in my life where I feel like I want to change professions. Don't get me wrong, I love teaching, but I somehow feel like I'm meant for something else. Right now I just don't feel challenged, I feel like my job is not allowing me to be who I really want to be(if that makes sense).

Hrmmm. I dont know. I'm torn. I want to take the risk and venture into new territory. But I'm too afraid of failing.

Oh Allah, please give me strength.


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  1. i also sometimes feel like that after got 2 kids.
    sometimes feel want to be a housewife. feel so bored office work now.. huuhuhu..

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    1. maybe its just a phase i'm going through..i guess its normal to feel that way ey? my pregnancy hormones perhaps..hehe

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  2. i know its hard but its advice i should take myself..
    don't be afraid of failing.. better to fail at something you tried your best to do, rather than not trying at all. and if you learn from your 'failure', then it isnt really failure at all, but success :)

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    1. Thank you maryam, that's very comforting to hear<3 :')

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  3. salam dear,
    are you planning to settledown as a housewife or to be an interior designer?
    i wish i can be you, it has been my dream to be an ID, but turned up i've became an engineer, which is not really me. i love that job, but i don't 'feel' it, if you know what i mean.

    so i've made my mind to teach. i am currently pursuing master studies to be one.

    i totally understand how u feel. never stop dreaming and make your dream comes true, aishah ;)

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    1. Aww thats very sweet of you, thank you for sharing!;))

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  4. cubalah, mana tahu yang baru nanti lebih bagus! In syaa Allah

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    1. Jazakllah khair;) Thank you for the encouragement<3

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  5. what ever you want to do just yakin you can do it..InsyaAllah you can dear..:)

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    1. Awww thank you asyik!<3 *hugsss!!*

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  6. salam aisha,it looks like almost every1 feels like you are feeling at the moment.but the most important thing is to know what you want to venture into & been focused on it.more importantly you should have the passion for it coz then, the fear of failue will be irrelevant coz u know nomatter what insha'Allah you gona make it.e.g am now in customer care service but i've develop interest in antique buz & am planning towards it.all i can say is go get it gurl, & do istigharah Allah is always there to guide us

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    1. Thank you for your wise words sister, really appreciate it;) May Allah bless you!xx

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  7. I understand what you mean when it comes to teaching not being a challenging job..
    What do you want to do? What ever it is, good luck with it!

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  8. slmz aishah. we have definitely missed u and ur lovely posts.

    Sorry to hear about your doubts with regards to ur career. Im thinking maybe the pregnancy hormones are getting u down?? May Allah make it easy for u.ameen

    I suggest going for career counselling? to an educational psychologist. That really helps. i have tried it.

    Good luck! hang in there. take care. wslm

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    1. Thank you for the suggestion! will definitely consider it, jazakallah kahir!:')xx

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